im really pissed off. ive been in a horrible mood for weeks now and nothing seems to be changing. the same old shit stuff keeps happening and god forbid a smile on my face. what happened to patience and tolerance? now, i cant even keep a straight face if an old lazy tried to cut my queue. things havent been going well and doesnt seem to ever be. my life is filled of so much unhappiness and not enough to brighten up my day. maybe i dont need life. now.. how do i end it?
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escapebecause we dont know, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really. how many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon thats so deeply a part of your being that you cant even conceive of your life without it? perhaps 4 and 5 times more. perhaps not even. how many more times will you watch the full moon rise? perhaps 20. and yet it all seems limitless. - james bowles "the sheltering sky".
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Life was so hard on her, it felt like nothing was ever going to get better. She laid in bed, tightly hugging her most precious bolster as if it could take away her pain. Then crying fiercely, desperately, painfully, from the bottom of her sinking heart.. just crying. She knew she would have to pick herself up once again when a new days begins, but today.. right now.. she can be whatever she wants.
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its so annoying i cant help but feel deep angst and frustration
gotta constantly remind myself to stay calm and carry on
i know this isnt a big deal but with everything piling up on top of each other
i cant help but think.. home will never be a happy place for me -
the sound of silence
i hate it
im so scared of it
i wish there was a way to fill up every second with laughter
i feel like im slowly dying inside -
its funny how much words weigh
not only does it play a huge role in everyones life
the amount of emotions that breathes with it is amazing
best of all, the power of speech is free!
i really dont say it enough
and i think its finally time to take the first step
start telling people how important they are to me
perhaps make their day and definitely make mine -
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i love the fact that few connects me with it and they hardly care. it feels like a secret shared with nobody and im so glad to have it all to myself.
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doctor suspects hay fever and as my immune system continues to fall, gastric pops by to say hi. as my body grows increasingly weaker, food is rejected, breathing becomes difficult, and as disgusting as it sounds, my good friend phlegm decides he’ll make it a point to be buddy buddy with gastric. yay for me. apparently, whatever is good for gastric isnt good for phelgm. bite me.
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when am i going to learn that he doesnt love me
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i want one so badly
i wish i was ready(Source: divinecanine, via wilfredeatsunicorns)
